So I am in one of my bitter moods. The kind where I am unsupportive of other people’s good times and I am only looking at what’s in it for me. Not a very nice thing but I am the kind who gives everyone so many chances that I don’t give myself a chance.

A large part of the sadness in my life has to do with the unmarried status. There I said it. Call me desperate, impatient and write me off if you will.

But I have one request of God, if this is the state I will find myself in for longer then please grant me a better level of acceptance and peace. That’s all I want.